Dreams of a Toned Body

2:32am in the morning and I just can't get to sleep. So I thought I shall come in here and write a few words. Had supper with Huiz and Weixin earlier on. They were telling me about their jobs and all the jokes and funny stuff they encounter while working. It really seem that although design is not easy, the passion for it will keep you going all the way... So glad to see that they are enjoying themselves at work. Nice to have someone you know well working together in the same company. At least you will not be so lonely and bored. Then I thought about myself. Haha.. I was just wondering what I would do after I graduate. Seems like I cannot find one single thing that I want to do. It seems like I want to do everything and anything that I can! Oh well... Let bother with such things when the right time is here. I seriously need to start exercising regularly! Last night was watching this Taiwanese variety show and they were featuring these bunch of girls who are dancers. Goodness, their bodies are so toned and they look so healthy! Haha.. Source of motivation for me, but I guess I will forget all about it a few days later. Haha.. I'll be really glad when the day comes when I can just wear anything and look good in it. Wonder if the day will really arrive... Guess the best way will be to go to a gym, but the membership fees are so high! Cannot afford it la.. CHITRA! Any discount at Fitness First?! =)

Responsibility

Great! My blog now has body parts and even a maid in manhanttan... Haha.. Thanks for keeping my blog alive.. I would love to give Maria salary instead... =) Responsibility... What a word really.. This entire year I realise that I can be quite good at ducking the big R. Probably it's because that I am really lazy and I cannot be bothered by a lot of stuff. Or probably it's because I shrink responsibility for A to do B... Too many commitments? NOt really.. The right word is KPO.. Looking forward to my vacation this coming 27th to Hong Kong.. Eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and sleep for the sake of sleeping...

Spring Cleaning

Sweep sweep sweep. People are complaining that there are cowebs and dust is piling up here. So here I am sweeping away. That's about it really.... Life has been busy these days.. From home to work to play and back to home again. Glad that although my friends and I are busy with our own stuff, we could still manage to meet up often for all those late night movies. My dear friend huiz is in Thailand enjoying herself. Hope she is having a lot of fun visiting relatives and places. Her absence these days made me realise that she is a really important person in my life. Haha... Or rather I should say that I realise that apart from another 3 or 4 person, I dun really have other friends to hang out with on a regular basis. As my friends would put it 寂寞 (ji mo). I think so too.. Spoke on the phone with my good old pal from secondary school a few days back and he kept asking me why I dun have a boyfriend. Haha.. My reason? Well, that can wait. I want to enjoy life as much as I can without anyone pulling me back. A relationship needs commitment and I think my desired way of life may not be able to fit a relationship in at this point of time. I think my idea of a happy and joyful life may not be that of the norm. People tell me that I still can enjoy life in a relationship. But my view is that priorities change when you commit yourself. Now, I feel that my priorities are good enough. At least for now.

Oh well... My social circle is not that huge as well... How to find the 'perfect one'? Haha... All the guy friends around me probably know me too well to want me as their partner... I know my limits la huh...

Whatever it is, it's family, friends, studies and my desired life.

Finally...

At last everything's over... No more books, no more exams.... At least for the next 6 weeks or so... So glad that everything's over. But I guess I'll just do average for all of them. Serves me right for playing so hard! Haha... As I was traveling on the MRT today, I was just hoping that I would bump into someone I know. Why? Because I have nothing to do at all. Usually I will just read my notes and try to study a bit. Today was all different. Everytime I reached a station, I will look around trying to look for a familiar face. Ultimately, no one I knew boarded the train. In between stations, I was just staring mindlessly around the cabin and had the urge to talk to people, especially this person sitting opposite me who looked just as bored. I don't have the courage, besides, he would probably deem me as crazy as well. Probably because of me anticipating the next station to arrive faster, it made my journey seems speedier than usual. This incident today reminds me of hope. Every day in our lives, we hope and dream of things we want. Probably because of such hopes and dreams that are keeping us on the run, tough days and rough times seems to pass quickly... Without hope, there can be no dreams and there will be no reality. At least that's what I think. Haha... Now that I have the time, I can afford to people-watch, day dream, and doing nothing at all. Exactly how I want my life to be. Carefree.Happy.No worries.

!!!!!One More Paper to Go!!!!!