Too emotional or not?

Sometimes I wonder. Am I such a 'emotion-less' person? I hate to admit it but there are times when I hoped I could be a nicer person with a better temper. A better person that have the perfect knowledge on how to handle different situations. Sometimes I am just speechless as to how to react to certain things that people tell me. Most of the time, I think I reacted wrongly. You just know it. Especially when they cut the conversation short and there is this moment of slience. Or that look in their eye indicating that they expect you to say something more or is surprised at the response. I get that quite often. Emotionless? Maybe it is a wrong word. I can be very emotional. Just like what motivated me to write this. Just by reading the blog of a certain 'friend'. Sometimes I wished that I would not pore over certain issues for a prolong period of time. However, my heart will always do most of the thinking for me. That's bad isn't it? Even the slightest reminder of an incident will have me plunged into my 'semi-depression' mode. My brain is cluttered with funny thoughts, I do not know how to think or what to think. I am just sitting there - the incident replaying in my head. And me feeling reproachful for what I have done or not done. Thinking about how I could have otherwise handled the situation better and how it could have turned out otherwise. Just like now. Just because of one stupid blog entry I had read. What kind of feeling is this? I cannot even find the exact word to describe it. Whatever la. I think I need some brain tonic. I have problems concentrating in lectures these days. Scene: The lecturer had just talked about an important point and I began to write it down. Lecturer continues talking. I write down 5-6 words and forget what the lecturer had just said. Tried to recall but to no avail and..... missed the next few points the lecturer was saying. So many times, I had to turn and stared at my neighbours' notes. After a while, I am worried that they might get irritated. So I switch on my screen saver mode. Zonk out. What is happening to me? Be nice and send me Brands' Chicken Essence this coming Valentines' Day someone. I am slipping away... ...

Just Me and My Fish.

Search engines and keywords

The blog counter thingy is really fun. There is this function where you can check who read or a search has been generated for you blog. Not exactly your blog, but rather they search for certain key words, and they exist in your blog. Not making sense? Never mind. Just look at this table.

All Keywords

HITS         Keyword 2         bantermag (MSN) 1         zhang ziyi and michelle chong (Yahoo) 1         michelle chong (Yahoo) 1         www.rdasia (MSN) 1         zhang ziyi michelle chong interview (Yahoo) 1         bantermag (Yahoo) 1         serene koh career (Yahoo) 1         joanne peh ntu (Yahoo) 1         chun lian (MSN) 1         bantermag singapore (Yahoo) 1         chalet spritual reader (Yahoo) 1         nicole serene (MSN) 1         www.friends@rdasia.com.sg (Yahoo) 1         xinz blogspot (Yahoo) 1         20th Birthday inscriptions (MSN) 1         funny cake inscriptions (Yahoo) 1         qing yao movies (Yahoo) 1         birthday cake inscriptions (MSN) 1         "serene koh" (Yahoo)

See? People who search on Yahoo or MSN using these words had my blog address generated as part of their search results. This is due to the fact that I had these words written in my entries somewhere. Amazing what technology can do ya...

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祝大家狗年行好运, 身体健康, 万事如意!

Random thoughts

3rd week of school already. Isn't that fast? The entire CS is so much quieter with the Year 3s off to their internship and the Year 2s off to all corners in the universe. A tad too quiet. 3rd week of school and yet I am still on a holiday mood. Maybe it's because I start lessons late in the afternoon and have a long weekend. Maybe I am just lazy. It is the season of falling sick again. My cough has been tormenting me for the past 2 weeks. Then when I was about to recover, it became a cold and had me sneezing my nose off. Ah! I sneezed twice as I am writing this. Really sick. I read the book 'Memoirs of a Geisha' in 1999 and never thought they would ever make it into a movie. I caught the movie and notice that many vivid details are left out in the making. It is quite a pity. Nevertheless, the Asian actresses proved their worth and did a great job in portraying the main characters in the story. It is also quite interesting when Michelle Chong interviewed Zhang Ziyi and Rob Marshall in her geisha get-up and that accent. Not to forget how hilarious it is when Michelle Chong passed a note 'discreetly' to Rob Marshall asking for a role in the sequel of the movie. I think Michelle Chong did the same thing when she interviewed Sandra Bullock for the movie 'Ms Congeniality II'. She wore a gown and a tiara to both the interview and the premiere. Quite a unique idea really. I think it is also kind of fun. But I am wondering if the interviewees are open to the idea and if they like it... I think I would find it really funny instead and perhaps not able to concentrate during the interview. Have also been thinking about what I am going to do after I get out of school. Still do not know where to head to. I think I want to marry early and be a taitai... Travel the world and spend money to help the global economy. Day dreaming. What a bunch of random thoughts.

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