A matter of time

It has been 2 months.... Am I still too proud to initiate conversation? Not really... But I just have some reservations. Or should it be the other way round? Actually I think I am ready. But I have heard what was being done and I still feel disappointed.. Probably a good talk would remove the animosity... But even if I am mentally ready, I may not be emtionally so... The abandoned playground... What a good description. Just like that way I thought about my friendship with my old playmates in primary school and my neighbours. Almost gone with the wind.

One project down

I am in lecture right now.. But am too occupied to pay attention. haha.. I think I should start doing what Huiz has been asking me to do. Break down the total amount of school fees I pay and see how much each lecture or tutorial cost. Probably then it will motivate me not to waste money and pay more attention in class... Well.... At last my comm research project is finished. At least the first of the 2 assignments for this module... All the best to my group. If you guys are thinking about catching a movie, you might want to watch Howl's Moving Castle. It's an animation with, i think, a pretty interesting concept. The director is the same person that did Spirited Away. Yep... It's that genre... And my good friend is totally smitten by Howl, the main character who happens to be a wizard. Howl howl howl.... Oh well... Those people sitting behind me in the lecture hall must be wondering why I'm blogging instead of listening to the lecturer talking about HIV and AIDS in a MARKETING lecture.. whatever... Better not waste anymore $$$$.. Back to the lecture..... =P

Conspiracy

I think something is wrong with me. I can be happy and cheerful one moment; depressed and teary the next. What is happening? Weird things have been running through my head. Like whether there is a conspiracy going on somewhere that is trying to make me an outcast in this society. I am serious. I kept thinking that people have been hiding things from me and stuff. Whenever something bad is going to happen, I can always predict it. Right now I am pretty sure there are certain things that I'm suppose to know but people are hiding them from me. Yes, I am paranoid. No, I dun think it is PMS. I can almost imagine me in a mental facility... hhahhahha School have successfully made me crazy. Or so I think.

新年快乐！

2005

Will the year 2005 be an unpleasant year for me? Things have not been too good. At least not as ideal as how I would like it to be... I have been expecting too much from certain people and issues... Am I becoming more and more selfish? Maybe it's just PMS... hahaha...