A matter of time

It has been 2 months.... Am I still too proud to initiate conversation? Not really... But I just have some reservations. Or should it be the other way round? Actually I think I am ready. But I have heard what was being done and I still feel disappointed.. Probably a good talk would remove the animosity... But even if I am mentally ready, I may not be emtionally so... The abandoned playground... What a good description. Just like that way I thought about my friendship with my old playmates in primary school and my neighbours. Almost gone with the wind.